never

never tried a cigarette like I have tried smokers.

never got hooked to smoking but always hooked up with the one who smoked.

never let the filter touch my lips but always pressed them against smokers.

never loved to puff but got accustomed to the smell.
now smelling the same smell, I get triggered.

now that I look back, spending all this time with smokers, I never once developed a taste for smoking,

failing to understand

that I developed a taste for smokers

and they were

my

cigarettes.